Billie Lourd remembers Carrie Fisher: “I was her mother; I was her kid; I was her everything”

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Speaking with the New Day podcast, actress Billie Lourd discussed the influence of her mother Carrie Fisher, touching on what Billie describes as ‘generational trauma’, the experience of being Carrie’s daughter and the complicated relationship the two of them shared.

“My main job when she was alive was taking care of her and making sure she was OK.

I was her main support, and I was 7.

For a lot of the time, and that was really hard, and that’s why I grew up really fast because I was her best friend. I was her mother; I was her kid; I was her everything. And that’s one of the things I’m learning not to do with my kid.

There’s a lot of things that my mom taught me to do, and then there’s a lot that is, honestly, it might be more valuable, of what not to do. And that’s one of the things that I will not do to my son — is put this pressure on him that I had on me.”

Mark Newbold
Mark Newbold
Exploring the galaxy since 1978, Mark wrote his first fan fiction in '81 and has been a presence online since webpage Fanta War in 1996. He is the EiC and Daily Content Manager of Fantha Tracks and currently contributes to ILM.com, SkywalkerSound.com, Star Wars – Das Offizielle Magazin, Journal of the Whills and Starburst Magazine, having previously contributed to magazines Star Wars Insider, Geeky Monkey, TV Film Memorabilia, Model and Collectors Mart, partworks Build Darth Vader, Star Wars Encyclopedia, and Build The Millennium Falcon, and websites Jedi.net, Jedi News, StarWars.com, Lightsabre.co.uk, and Wirezone. He is the only podcaster to have appeared on every Celebration podcast stage since it began in 2015 (hosting it four times), and is the co-host of Making Tracks, Canon Fodder and Start Your Engines on Fantha Tracks Radio.
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Speaking with the New Day podcast, actress Billie Lourd discussed the influence of her mother Carrie Fisher, touching on what Billie describes as ‘generational trauma’, the experience of being Carrie’s daughter and the complicated relationship the two of them shared.

“My main job when she was alive was taking care of her and making sure she was OK.

I was her main support, and I was 7.

For a lot of the time, and that was really hard, and that’s why I grew up really fast because I was her best friend. I was her mother; I was her kid; I was her everything. And that’s one of the things I’m learning not to do with my kid.

There’s a lot of things that my mom taught me to do, and then there’s a lot that is, honestly, it might be more valuable, of what not to do. And that’s one of the things that I will not do to my son — is put this pressure on him that I had on me.”

Mark Newbold
Mark Newbold
Exploring the galaxy since 1978, Mark wrote his first fan fiction in '81 and has been a presence online since webpage Fanta War in 1996. He is the EiC and Daily Content Manager of Fantha Tracks and currently contributes to ILM.com, SkywalkerSound.com, Star Wars – Das Offizielle Magazin, Journal of the Whills and Starburst Magazine, having previously contributed to magazines Star Wars Insider, Geeky Monkey, TV Film Memorabilia, Model and Collectors Mart, partworks Build Darth Vader, Star Wars Encyclopedia, and Build The Millennium Falcon, and websites Jedi.net, Jedi News, StarWars.com, Lightsabre.co.uk, and Wirezone. He is the only podcaster to have appeared on every Celebration podcast stage since it began in 2015 (hosting it four times), and is the co-host of Making Tracks, Canon Fodder and Start Your Engines on Fantha Tracks Radio.
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